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Feeling Crowded and Needing Time Alone

Last night I dreamt my sister and I were at the Tyler Mall trying to find someplace to eat. It was so crowded. People were shoulder to shoulder walking through the hallways. I was looking for someplace nice to eat that didn't have too many customers. I found such a place, all fresh raw foods and the counters and lights were cool neon glowings. The seating was bar stools at the counters and it was only half full. I turned to find my sister and she wasn't there. She had been there a minute ago but now there was no sign of her in the big crowd. I ran back down the spiraling hallway searching through the crowds. But there were so many people. Pushing, shoving and taking up the air. I searched and searched, I went up one fork or another and each time I went one way or another I knew I was either closer to finding her or much much further away. Finally I paused on a landing in the open air. There was some sky above and a wall to my back and I felt a little calm. I tried to get ...

Yin and Yang

I dreamt that I was out and about with my husband and friends. We went to a venue where we meant to have a little fun. It was over running with people! Especially children, they were everywhere and underfoot.  The others got lost and I wandered into a room where they were having a wrestling match. It was a young boy with a huge head and arms. His eyes were deeply shadowed and almost black. It seemed he was intellectually handicapped and being used by his manager. The other wrestler was blonde possibly with Downs Syndrome.  The dark wrestler came up to the blonde one and pulled out a piglet. He grabbed the blonde one in a wrestler's hug and the piglet was at the back of the blonde one. The piglet nibbled and grunted and chewed through the blonde one's shirt and then the dark wrestler tore the shirt off. Bits of shirt still clung to the blonde wrestler's back. The whole thing was oddly erotic.  They broke apart and I went into the ring and began to help the lit...